was led to another rm aft the penalty was being read..n wait for my "wonderful" receipt to make my payment..a fucking 800bucks!! der goes my 800bucks n 12pts off my lic..believe it or not..the minimum fine the ppl in der received was $800..some others got fine higher than tt..got one caucasian even brought along a lawyer..haa the judge asst sternly looked n shouted at him to stand properly..n in the waitin rm to make our payment..there's 4 men being handcuffed..omg! dey were still smiling away n chit chatting..my dad said perhaps dey dont haf the money to pay fine so nidda be handcuffed n led to jail..anyway made my way to the cashier to pay the fuckin 800bucks..i could buy the LV sling bag n some other stuff wic i wanted lo!

anyway was really glad tt thruout the ordeal dad was ard wif me..he nv scold me n took the pain to acc me to the court n waited thru..n paid the fine for me..he jus said wah fine so much ah..tot ard 300bucks only..i realised tt nobody else cares as much as my own family does..n nobody meant as much as to me than my own family..especially dad n mum who were always der to help me up when i fell..certainly der was times of disagreement wif dem..but dey r always the one supporting me in watever i do..nobody could be compared to them in terms of importance in my heart..yup i love dem lots! am feeling damn frustrated n moody nw! feeling lost n kinda disappointed over some issues..dunno y i felt tis way..the feeling is simply fucked up n unbearable! i guess its time for me to stop being such a fool by givin in to ppl all the time..i shld haf been more selfish so as to not bring so much agony upon myself! wot a fucked up day!